Referring to stopping his studying, he says in detail. The third grade of junior high school is coming. He will go to sign up in several days, which means he can see his classmates again. But he is not happy at all for a few days ago, in the night he heard a conversation between father and mother. He just knows from the parents' conversation that in these two years, the father's stomach trouble is more and more serious. In the outside part-time jobs, the father almost bites a tooth to sustain. He now understands that father’s disease can not be delayed any longer.

   In order to support younger brother and he to go to school, father do part-time jobs outside all year long. They can meet only during the several days during Spring Festival. But now, father can't overwork like before. He feels that he should load the heavy burden of the family. But he knows he can not put down the book, nor put down that school. He has a dream to study well and pass examination to enter a good university, then let the parents don't suffer hardship any further. However, the nowadays condition makes him feel at a loss.

Feel bitter when seeing them go to school