After knowing father's condition, he has conflicts in heart. Finally he persuades parents and discontinues his studying.

    He feels saddest, during the period after he just left school. For he is young, thin and weak, several people in the village refuse to go out with him together to do part-time jobs. For they think he is too weak to go for part-time jobs. He even can not earn the fee for going home.

    At home he no longer knows what he can do. The people around him leave one by one to do outside part-time jobs. He was confused. Several times, he even thought of returning to school to continue study. But the circumstance at home makes him give up this plan. He is totally confused, and do not know which road should choose.